Why is it that its so easy for you to start doubting me, to start accusing me of not working hard, and yet so hard for you to affirm what I have achieved so far. It always seems to me, that no matter how hard I try, I am always unable to meet up with your expectations. I always fall short. Anything I do, is never enough. Do you know, how sometimes, all I want to hear you telling me, "Good Job, I'm proud of you." But, that has NEVER happened. What do I need to do, before I can truely get the respect that I've always been aching for.
I seem to have lost the way ahead.
What the hell's wrong with me.